He Betrayed Me (HELP)
Christine
I was sixteen when I met Johnson. He was eighteen at that time. He was so perfect in every detail. He was handsome, tall, well-built, with nice blond hair and perfect blue eyes that goes well with his handsome features. He had a nickname for me, Christina (he loves to call me that name).
He was my classmate. For four months, I kept eyeing Johnson. I think I had a crush on him. Four months later, the word came out of my mouth," I love you." Johnson said," I love you too."
Seven months after our relationship, well, I lost my virginity to Johnson. Johnson said," I never experienced such wonderful sex, Christina, I must be with you forever. But mostly, I love you." I was so moved.
A year later, I got pregnant with a baby girl. When Johnson heard the news, he said," I will always love you. I will never leave you for another girl. I will always be with you, and our daughter." I was so happy at that time.
Five years after our baby daughter, Yasmine, was born to us, Johnson had less and less interest in Yasmine. One day, he never contacted me or asked about Yasmine again. This went on for a few months.
Suddenly, my friend came with shocking news. She said," Your boyfriend Johnson is having sex with a twenty-year-old named Angela!!!"
I didn't believe her at that time. Until one day, I spied on Johnson. The shocking truth was revealed to me. I even heard him saying to Angela," Angela, you are young and pretty, not like my f*****g ex-girlfriend. She is so stupid and so boring." I cried to see the horrible truth in front of me. I saw Johnson leading Angela to a log cabin and they had sex there. I was so sad I ran away.
At first, I contemplated suicide. But just when I was about to pick up the knife, I suddenly remembered Yasmine. She was only an innocent cute little five-year-old who deserves absolute love. So, I held the love trauma for many years. Yasmine was fourteen now. She is studying overboard.
Now I am thinking. Should I end my love trauma (by suicide) or not now that Yasmine is quite independent. Please tell me!!!
Tags: help, betrayal, pregnancy, love, sex, child
at 23rd Jul, 2010 05:45 AM
you shouldn't suicide! even though your daughter Yasmine is independent, you should always be there for her no matter what happens.. and besides.. its been 9 years and you should really move on and love your life :)
at 23rd Jul, 2010 07:03 AM
your daughter deserves a mother in her side..
you already know what to do but you still keep on thinking.. just be a good mom and protect your child so that she would grow the way you wanted her to be..
at 24th Jul, 2010 07:42 AM
Just take care about your Child
at 24th Jul, 2010 05:19 PM
Hey listen if a guy f**d you over for another girl and talked shit about you he's a complete ass you deserve better then him and that pain is temporary and you have to think about your daughter and how you committing suicide will destroy her life dont destroy your daughters life just because yourr boyfriend destroyed yours. theirs plenty of more men out their that u can love and they can love you but theirs only one MOTHER and your daughter wont be able to replace you with no one else ... just ask god to give you faith and move on ,. life goes on and so will you . take care .
at 25th Jul, 2010 01:34 AM
Ending your life is not the answer, Christine.
Think about your daughter. Think about your family and friends. Remember, God loves you so much. You are very precious to Him.
at 25th Jul, 2010 06:06 AM
you should not leave your child because of what happened in the past. A girl will always need her mother, especially in a cruel world like today's. He is of the past and she should be of your future.
at 25th Jul, 2010 04:49 PM
I don't think you should kill yourself. Your daughter doesn't have any parents and it would kill her if her only parent died. stay alive for her.
at 26th Jul, 2010 02:06 PM
dont do suicde!your daughter will have no one to love and she might be thinking to end her life too!
at 26th Jul, 2010 04:08 PM
never think about suicide, thats just completely wrong, the guy messed up everything, why punish your daughter for that.. ya its true a child always needs a mother to be there n ya you the one so stay happy with her.. tc
at 26th Jul, 2010 07:56 PM
Your Child, is first. (: