did it ever even help

Reba McCormack

sometimes i feel like i'm dead
a part of me gone
when i am i wish i was with the living
but when i am, i want to be dead
i want to feel numb
and what the doctor gave me helped
but it wasn't right
so i haven't used it in over a year
but i want it back
it helped me coop
but it made my heart sting
so i'll live like i'm dead
i guess
at 10th May, 2010 08:38 PM
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Hurt_Broken Heart

Alyessia S. Wharton

Broken hearts, 
i hate broken hearts,
they make you cry
sad, angry, mad all up inside,
i want to die, roll over & just die.
i love you, 
no i hate you,
hold me, get out my face,
kiss me, i dare you.
love me!
Love me!!
LOve me!!!
LOVe me!!!!
LOVE me!!!!!
LOVE Me!!!!!!
LOVE ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
at 10th May, 2010 08:44 AM
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the end

alexis

you left me here
on the cold, hard floor
thinking and waiting.
i cant find the door.

my world is spinning,
round n round
im feeling dizzy,
here on the ground

what did you do to me?
i cant even cry,
it hurts too much
ill i can think is i wanna die.

did you drug me?
rape me?
hurt me?
tell me!

i thought i could trust you,
but your just a boy,
another mutt,
and im just your chew toy.

one night deal,
is what you wanted,
i got your date,
and that, i flaunted

my parents are home,
i hear the car,
im drifting away,
their voices seem so far.

mommy's face is right there,
saying "honey! honey! can you hear me"
i want to scream out to tell her yes!
but my voice cannot flee.

its all my own fault,
my parents said no,
but i just didnt listen,
now here my life goes.

i know i wont make it,
so i force myself to say,
"Mommy, forgive me,
im gonna die today"

she looks at me
as my eyes roll back,
the keys to Heaven
is what i lack.

will God forgive me
for what i did?
i hope he does,
i am only a kid!

goodbye mommy,
and daddy too,
this is the end,
i love you.
at 6th May, 2010 07:42 PM
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Tags: death, lost, pain, hurt

you never see it

nicole

you always act you never think
you just shut your eyes and start to drink
it doesn't matter who you hurt
you even get a chance to flirt

you never see it
but you treat me like shit
you don't even care
you expect me to be fair??

but to tell you the truth
i'm done lying on the roof
to scared to say anything
worried you are leaving

you never see it
but you treat me like shit
you don't even care
you expect me to be fair
at 30th Apr, 2010 06:28 PM
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Find me

Kenzy

Rain drops fall,
like the tears off my cheek,
My heart is now broken,
and always will be.
It seems i'm alone,
is this the end?
I'm falling in deep,
to the great underground 
where sooner or later i hope to be found.
at 28th Apr, 2010 06:20 PM
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i love you

zeeny

u know i love you i really do,
you know you hurt me but did not mean to,
i know i'v hurt you to, i really am sorry,
please forgive me,
i need you to,
i cant live without you,
you are my love,
my life,
my world,
my everything,
you cant ever leave me ever,
or i would have to die,
i am very grateful for my son,
i love him more than anyone,
except for you,
no 1 can ever replace you,
i love you,
xxxxxxxxxxxx
at 28th Apr, 2010 04:25 PM
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A petal falls

Frank

First petal falls, my smile is up.
  A petal falls, my eyes well up.
A petal falls, heart skips a beat.
  A petal falls, salt stains my cheek.
A petal falls, face feels flush. 
  A petal falls, I feel the crush.
A petal falls, and Chritsmas starts.
  A petal falls, damn that smarts. 
A petal falls, not to be caught.
  Last petal falls, she loves me not.
at 22nd Apr, 2010 09:57 PM
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Tags: petal